This is something I've been wanting to do for a long time. One of many things I've been putting off. Maybe this is the time to start blogging. Though I've had some experience by having a CaringBridge site for my dear husband when he was ill & still write there once in awhile. I've written on MySpace & Facebook, which essentially are blogs. So this shouldn't be too hard, right?
When I passed the year mark of my husband's death I began feeling so much better than that whole year. At the end of this month it is getting difficult but I think there is still a change in even this. This coming Wednesday would have been our 43rd wedding anniversary and I'm missing him so much.......wishing he was with me. Maybe I'm feeling more of it this year because last year I was busy with my mom........driving her home from her sister's. I didn't have as much time to think about it being our anniversary on the first one since his death.
I have lots to do this week as the 30th approaches. A couple things I must get done before Wednesday. So I'm hoping this will help. I'm trusting God to help me get these done and also through our anniversary.
This is all for my first time........words just aren't coming tonight.
